Emo post. You have been forewarned.

What happens when you think you’ve given your best, indeed all you have, and yet it is not enough?

What if you are found lacking in the very areas of your life that matter to you the most?

You realise that it’s not enough that you are beloved by God. That you crave to be recognised and appreciated by fellow man as well.

Now, mundane things that occupied so much of your waking time and attention seem so far away.

And you shouldn’t expect someone else to come and comfort you, tell you that you did well, that everything’s ok. That it will be better next time. If there's a next time.

Grow up. You’re supposed to be the caregiver now. Not the care-taker.